Well now it is my turn to finally post. So just reading the title of Sara's blog just makes me feel so many different emotions. I don't even really know where to start. I've always wanted to have a baby when the timing was perfect. Thing is though, you are not in control of that situation. God has all the control. So what are all the emotions that I have running wild in me you ask: about 60% Joy, 40% Stress/Frustration/Worry. The joy is I'm having it with my wife after we were married and doing it right in God's world. Other joy, there is no other women on this Earth I would rather be the mother of my child than my wife Sara. More joy is that I know that no matter what happens God will be the focus of our marriage and Sara will always be there for me and support me. The stress, frustration, and worry comes down to basically two things. I do not have a full time job and being the man of the house and expecting a baby I want to do whatever I can possible can to make sure we make ends meet. I'm a certified teacher and if I don't get a teaching job I'm so worried about looking outside the education box and find work else where. Sara and I really want to get a house more so now since we are expecting our baby Miles. If I continue to prayer I know God will provide for us and continue to keep my worry at a minimum which he has help with me already.
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